I, Alexander Lazarevich Lokshin, was born on September 19, 1920,
in the town of Biysk, in the Altay Region. My father, Lazar Zakharovich Lokshin
(1880-1943) worked as bookkeeper. My mother, Maria Borisovna Korotkina (1886-1963),
worked as obstetrician. I started to study music at the age of 6 (by learning
to play the piano). In 1930 our family moved to Novosibirsk. There I studied
at a school providing general education along with a musical school. From
the age of 10 I participated in the students amateur concerts, city and regional
competitions. In 1936 I was sent by the Novosibirsk City Education Department
to Moscow to continue my musical education. In the autumn of 1936 I entered
professor G. Litinsky's class as a second year student at the musical school
affiliated to the Moscow Conservatoire. In the spring of 1937 I was transferred
to Professor N. Myaskovsky's class at the Moscow Conservatoire, there again
as a second year student. In May of 1941 I was admitted to the Composers
Union of the USSR. In June of 1941 I joined the levies of the Krasnopresnensky
District of Moscow. A week later the medical commission of the district military
commissariat exempted me from military service because of poor health (stomach
ulcer and strong myopia). Until the autumn of 1941 I served in the antiaircraft
guard on the roof of the Conservatoire hostel, but later I went back to Novosibirsk
and joined my parents. In Novosibirsk I went to work at the Chkalov Plant
Club as coordinator of amateur musical activities. I organized concerts in
clubs and hospitals. In April of 1943, at the Novosibirsk Philharmonic Concert
Hall my symphonic poem Wait for Me (based on the poem by K. Simonov)
for the first time ever was performed by the Leningrad Philharmonic Orchestra
under E. Mravinsky. In December I was summoned by the Conservatoire and returned
to Moscow. There (in the spring of 1944) I passed the state examinations,
receiving the diploma with distinction. From 1945 I taught instrumentation,
score reading and musical literature at the Conservatoire.
March 22, 1982
Of all my work, to my reckoning, the best are all the eleven symphonies, oratorio (or better say, cantata) Mater Dolorosa, Three Scenes from Goethe's Faust, String Quintet, a short comic oratorio Tarakanische, a piece for soprano and chamber orchestra The Art of Poetry. Among the aforementioned compositions I have never heard the 1st, 6th and 8th Symphonies performed, as well as Mater Dolorosa, the oratorio Tarakanische, and the two first pieces from the Three Scenes from Goethe's Faust (written much later then the third one, initially entitled The Songs of Margaret).
October 11, 1986 A. Lokshin
P.S. What made me realize for the first time that I had run out of new musical ideas and sensations was a musical piece called The Art of Poetry (which, nevertheless, I still love). The subsequent creative quest only confirmed the fact. Apparently, I have outlived myself.P.P.S. When I studied at the Conservatoire I idolized Skryabin, Debussy, Oscar Wild, and many others. At that time I wrote a composition as elaborate, as it was amateurish: 3 pieces for soprano and symphony orchestra based on the verses by Baudelaire. Then there followed a long and serious illness, which ended with the resection of stomach, as well as the resection of my decadent past. The Winter Road provided a decisive impulse. I wrote the Variations for the piano in the style of Shostakovich, then the Clarinet Quintet in two parts: the former piece presenting a paradoxical combination of Shostakovich and Vertinsky, and the latter being influenced by Stravinsky (Dumbarton Oaks). Strange as it might seem, no difference in style could be detected. It was quite professional a piece of work.
I became earnest about writing music since 1957. This time I was strongly influenced by Schubert, Brahms, Berg, Mahler, and the Scene in the Countess's Bedroom . All these, apparently, melted together, and only now I realize, from where what I call my "own style" came. This period ended in 1980.